It’s only February and I am already anxious for the arrival of Spring. The past weekend was a teaser for what’s to come. I know that global warming is a dick but I can’t help it! Bring on the warm, beautiful weather! This spoiled Los Angeles native desperately needs it for her sanity!
I went out to Downtown Los Angeles for breakfast pie and coffee. I needed my alone time to think and plan for my creative side hustle.
Despite not getting very far with my project, I feel really positive about how things are progressing. I know I kept on mentioning it here and there and never explained what it is I have been working on, but that is because I want this project to be mine.
I feel very vulnerable about putting it out there because this project is something I am creating on my own. It is ME. I don’t want my visions to be influenced by the haters. Have you ever been in a situation where you were super excited about something and you shared the info with someone and they looked at you like you were in way over your head or you were just being a delusional dreamer?? Me, too! I get super sensitive to those types of reactions and because of that, I will not be announcing my creative side hustle until I am ready. I don’t want to be paralyzed from insecurities and self doubt. I want to keep on dreaming big and create something that I truly believe in.
If you’re reading this, I hope you’ll tune out all the doubters and hustle for your dreams! Just keep being you and do what makes you happy. Well, as long as it’s not illegal or causing anyone harm, duhhh.
Last week, my jealousy got out of control and I made a mess of a situation. I probably can’t ever go back on my words because I meant what I said.